"Ending a relationship is just like having the worst nightmare
after having the best dream."

"Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say I love you."

"Some people say the worst way to miss someone is when they are right
next to you and you know you can't have them."

"A heart breaking isn't always as loud as a bomb exploding..
Sometimes it can be as quiet as a feather falling..
And the most painful thing is, no one really hears it,
except you.."

"Who do you run to when the only person who can make you stop crying,
is exactly the one who is making you cry?"

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This is exactly what I've been thinking and I feel it is true.
Really thought I woke up from my happy/ best dream ever
and ended up with a freaking nightmare. If that's not enough,
only I can seriously hear it breaking and I don't think I can
piece it back together even though letting go seems like the
reasonable thing to do. Since I love him, it seems like the
right thing to do by saying Goodbye, even though it's painful.
Sigh! Sometimes I think what if I had kept my feelings to
myself and not tell anyone, it wouldn't feel so gan ga now.
Everything would seem normal, Everything will go on as it should.
But now~ I try so hard to not think about it.
I can't deny it, I miss him everyday.
I hate to make my besties worry about me.
I can now talk to him properly but I can't seem to look at him.
Lol! I feel if I look i'm gonna end up staring = = Bad Clara.
Ahhhhh~ Feeling pls pls go away.