m e m o r i e s (:

went to the Sitex IT Fair again today!
it's the last day, hoping the prices would be lower
for my 500gb Samsung ext. hdd~
but nah I got it at $129.90 standard price
throughout the whole hall 5 & 6.
Vanessa showed me her Samsung one ytd,
she bought hers on Friday, should have gotten mine on
Thursday when I was there to check out the prices.
Vanessa's colour is red, she told me there's chocolate brown &
snow white. I wanted to check out those colours today but it's
all sold out; feels like crying ): sadness. but in the end got the pink one.
didn't want to get the pink one in the first place, cus it looks a bit like
the red one. but I like it (: got a 500gb pink ext. hdd to keep my
150gb black ext. hdd company lol! got a free leather pouch & a $10
gift voucher but had to use it today. didn't need to buy anything else
so went to see what I could get for $10. ended up with a gaming
mouse pad its so BIG! and I don't need one = =
already have a mouse pad and it fits on my table. what am I going
to do with this ridiculous big big gaming mouse pad. got an idea.
slice and dice it into small square/rectangle shapes lol!
apparently my pink and there's another colour; blue are the latest
colours in this whole range (:
other colours are: piano black, snow white, wine red and chocolate brown.

omg! can't wait for the next ep~
so nice but this ep is like so sad, but then near the ending,
it's so nice and hehe da lang's personality changes.
and he becomes this notorious playboy.
海派甜心 episode 5 1/7

on 2511O9 I was in my room in the afternoon
and momo {my doggie} she would normally
sit at my gate when I open the door (:
or when i'm on my laptop she'll come by and sit there
wagging her tail at me~
my door has this baby gate thinggy to stop them
from entering my room. but that day, she
looked into my room, she didn't face me, she was facing
somewhere else and she started barking = =
freaked me out man. there's no one in my room
except for me and she never barks at me.
then at night when I off my lights to go and watch tv in
the living room she walked to my room looked in and
started barking again. this time no one was inside and
it was dark. totally spooked me out even more.
thank god I wasn't alone at home, bro and sil were at home.
it's even spookier now cus it only happened like tt day
and ytd was perfectly normal she didn't bark.
wah lao creepy man.. zzz I mean I don't believe in this kind
of things but it's like my room so er yea~
I think I just spooked myself out atm just by typing it up
and thinking bout it ahhhhhh!

had no net 2511O9 night and the whole of 2611O9 day
well hehe I know how to pass the time even though
there's no net (: was watching Akai Ito on SP2-kun's ext hdd.
watched all the eps its so nice. Akai Ito {赤い糸} = Red Thread.
it has 11 episodes, the story revolves around The Red Thread of Fate.

this red thread of fate is also referred to as red thread of destiny.
there's a Chinese/Japanese myth on this thing, it is said that the gods
will tie an invisible red thread around the ankles of men and women
who are destined to be soul mates and will one day marry each other.
{taken from wiki}

"An invisible red thread connects those
who are destined to meet,
regardless of time, place, or circumstance.
The thread may stretch or tangle,
but it will never break."
- an ancient Chinese belief {taken from wiki}

whoever the two people may be, that are connected by this red
thread are destined lovers, regardless of time, place or under
any circumstances. the magical cord may be stretched or
become tangled; but it will not break. {taken from wiki}

this thing is interesting, watch the drama it's good if uu like
romance (:

spent the day with Meeta, had lunch
@ 5 star chicken rice at Katong.
then I made her go across the road to
Savoury Fare hehe! bought her a cake
and sang happy birthday to her (:
then we headed to Parkway.
we headed to popular, had to collect my card,
also went to get my paper! finally!
then we waited for Surin to get off work.
then we headed to Big Splash to get to
1 Twentysix (: I love the place, the ambience,
the drinks, the snacks. love everything about it.
it's a nice place to hang and chill with friends.
had a Shirley Temple and we had on the house
peach shot thingys cus it was Meeta's Birthday!
it's so yummy. Meeta lets go drinking again lol..
the guy {the person who runs the place, I think}
asked me how old I was, and was like 23! looked shocked
he tot I was 16! lol~ maybe should perm so ppl don't and
won't mistake me for some small kid ): but altogether
it was a fun day hanging out with the bday girl (:
hope uu had fun like I did, and thank god uu love the pressie I got uu.

this week is like wow~
tuesday; Meeta's Birthday {bought and wrapped her pressent}
wednesday; Sze Wen comes back from Japan
thursday; LEANNE arrives in Singapore!
but she'll be only here for like a week ):
but at least I get to see her.
wish Pugs and Eza was with her too.
then we could have our little get together
after one year without seeing me lol!

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{ 海派甜心 ep 4 1/7 } <- click to watch
few parts of ep4 is like omg! super wu liao
then getting to the end was like omg omg I want ep 5 to be out alr.
really can't wait for ep 5 cus it shows why he changes into
a different person.

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weeee~ sleeping early! Kai Hoe uu should be proud
I didn't sleep at 4am like uu said lol!
3.44am (: even earlier hehe oggies that's it night!

jus finished watching Clannad after story.
last few eps ard 16-21; wah so sad ):
then after the story went weird. didn't really
feel like it continued then finally the last ep 24
made sense again (: thank god it has a happy ending.
my frens ext hdd only have the first season of Clannad
and second season; Clannad after story but it wasn't
the complete set so I searched youtube but couldn't
find any so searched google and found a site for it
Click here for the link (: and its eng subbed.
also downloaded the opening theme for the 2nd one.
called Toki wo Kizamu Uta kinda got hooked on
to it alr, also have the instrumental one called
Shining in the sky. as well as the 1st ending theme
Dango Daikazoku also known as Big Dango Family!

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Lyrics

Toki wo Kizamu Uta {Torch}// Lia

ochite iku suna dokei bakari miteru yo
sakasama ni sureba hora mata hajimaru yo
kizanda dake susumu jikan ni
itsuka boku mo haireru kana

kimi dake ga sugisatta saka no tochuu ha
atataka na hidamari ga ikutsu mo dekiteta
boku hitori ga koko de yasashii
atataka sa wo omoi kaeshiteru

kimi dake wo kimi dake wo
suki de ita yo
kaze de me ga nijinde
tooku naru yo

itsumademo oboeteru
nanimo kamo kawattemo
hitotsu dake hitotsu dake
arifureta mono dakedo
misete yaru kagayaki ni michita sono hitotsu dake
itsumademo itsumademo mamotte iku

hada samui hi ga tsudzuku mou haru nanoni
mesamashi dokei yori hayaku okita asa
saninbun no asa gohan wo tsukuru kimi ga
soko ni tatte iru

kimi dake ga kimi dake ga
soba ni inai yo
kinou made sugu soba de boku wo miteta yo

kimi dake wo kimi dake wo
suki de ita yo
kimi dake to kimi dake to
utau uta dayo
boku tachi no boku tachi no
kizanda toki dayo
katahou dake tsudzuku nante
boku ha iyada yo

itsumade mo oboeteru
kono machi ga kawattemo
dore dake no kanashimi to deau koto ni nattemo
misete yaru honto ha tsuyokatta toki no koto
saa iku yo arukidasu saka no michi wo

English Translation

I just stared at the falling sand in the hourglass.
If I were to flip it…it’ll start all over again.
In this time that just passes through…
I wonder if I too can enter it.

In that hill you just passed by during your way home,
plenty of sunny spots have appeared.
Here, tenderly, I alone
reminisce these warm feelings.

Just you…it’s only you
who I loved.
My eyes, watery from the wind,
makes you more distant…

I’ll always remember
even if everything were to change.
Just one, just one
mundane thing…
but I’ll show you, this one thing full of radiance,
I’ll always and forever protect it.

These cold days continue…even though it’s spring already.
In the morning I wake up earlier than the alarm clock,
you stand there, making breakfast
for three.

Just you…it’s only you
who isn’t next to me.
Until yesterday, you were there next to me…looking at me.

Just you…it’s only you
who I loved.
For you…just for you
I’ll sing this song.
It’s our…our own
passing time.
Continuing to be alone…
I don’t want that.

I’ll always remember,
even if this town were to change.
No matter how much sadness I meet,
I’ll show you, the time when I was truly strong.
Here I go, I walk to that hill.

Lyrics and translation was taken from Suisei; Deciphered Melody

bro and sil took me out for dinner just now;
we went to Ju Shin Jung; Korean BBQ at ECP
then at the restaurant there's this thing that
looks like sweets and bro wanted to eat;
luckily he never cus it's not food. then we were
thinking is it for the BBQ. after we placed our
order I asked the waiter what's that? he said
is this our first time here; nodded then he showed
us the magic. took our cold water and poured over it
and poof it became our water towel (: it's so cool
should have taken a before and after picture of it.
for dessert we got this really cute and sweet
watermelon I took a picture or 2 of it and I chomped it ~
then also took a pic of the disgustingly super sweet
ginger soup dessert thinggy is dam bleh I only took a
small sip of it and chucked down my glass of water.
after dinner @ ECP we drove to Siglap to have
cake at the Cheese Cake Shop! bro said since he didn't
buy me a cake we will have cake there and stick a candle
on it; got myself a Tiramisu Cake with a candle & a Hot Chocolate (:
he was joking with the waitress telling her it will be a miracle
if you can stick 23 candles on the cake = = lol! was laughing~
here are the photos (:

biyay! it's finally here lol; i'm finally 23~
lol Happy Birthday to me (: woot!

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been greeted with so many birthday wishes
thanks guys for all of them (: most appreciated.

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ever had someone that you cannot just be friends with anymore?
I have and she's bugging me again~ we haven't talked for 7 months
and now she's trying to contact me again! trying to see if she can
patch things up; and I seriously don't cus I have so much freedom
w/o her around seriously happy! and why do I have to patch
things up I don't even trust her anymore; lost trust cannot go back
to be the same again why can't she get it and if I don't trust her why
should she become my friend again. makes no sense right!
she tried to add me back on facebook which I completely ignored.
but she's persistent = = she added me again~ which i'm completely
ignoring again, when will she learn to give up alr.

it's Ro ro's bday today
he turns 5!! in doggy years
what would he be like in human years?

it's Ro ro's bday today
he turns 5!! in doggy years
what would he be like in human years?
5 x 7 = 35
lol he's older then me like wtf.
I gave him a rubby just now at his side
and I think i've found another ticklish spot.
uu should see his little paw go lol~

sil went to pick bro up from work and
she's buying dinner for me; I think she's buying
ro's bday pressie also I think he's getting a new ball.
he's got so many already but he loves them all.
he spolt his purple squeeky ball alr,
it has no squeek to it anymore but he just looks
so adorable with it in his mouth or when he
drops it and then all uu can see is his happy
face with that little pink tongue sticking out
makes uu wanna just pull it (:

my friend told me there was suppose to be
this meteor shower now or like from
1am to 4am or something like that
and supposedly can be seen at my area
ard east coast but I have been sitting near
the balcony while watching sex and the city
on HBO Signature; i'd just look outside
but I don't see anything. sad was really looking
forward to it. but then my friend said like
can be seen mostly at 4am, well that's like
in another hour or less. hope I can see ~
should be interesting cus i've never seen a
meteor shower before; just 2 shooting stars
in Brisbane^^. maybe cus Singapore's just too
cloudy, cus it rained today.. i'll head out to
the balcony again to have a look at 4am

{disappointed; I didn't see anything at all!}

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my sil passed me this pink/red macaroon to try;
it's from Bakerzin. I like the texture of it
but the taste was just weird maybe the flavour of it
she said that she's seen ppl just buying the chocolate
ones. hmm maybe should go try, should be nice.

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Wah lao; kena bitten by this stupid mosquito.
it thought my leg, arm and foot~ all you can eat buffet
for free.. think again! nothing comes for free!
haha. that's right. it payed the price by getting
smacked by me and now is lying r.i.p in my bin
ended up with 6 bites in my room ):
was itchy but then I applied the Aloe Vera Gel
and yay! not itchy anymore. ^^

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ytd had dinner with KH and Brandon @ the HK Cafe
at Bugis, then after dinner we went to search for
KH's cousin's bday present. hehe! I helped picked it
(: hope Yvonne likes it. also was walking around
and found Meeta's bday pressie I hope she likes it
cus I love it and I wanna kidnap it. not gonna say
anything else in case she reads my blog lol! (:

OMG OMG EMERGENCY!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~ pimple outbreak
has started on my forehead~
got so many; I hate the weather!
and i've been drinking so much water
and toning my face and it freaking won't go away!
): I have this 2 pimple but now forming into
one massive one so gross man. got too many
to count also. Pimples just go away~
wish there was this cream or gel or whatever
uu apply it; and it will just poof; go away!
that would be a miracle; cure to all pimple outbreaks.

Kiss // Sandara Park ft. CL

[DARA]
I just wanna kiss
I never wanna miss
deojja rithage one more time
naesum eul gajyeoga
Im dying for your kiss
I never wanna miss
deomang seorijima
nae ipsureul ga jyeoga
2NE1

Baby boy
wae hangsang halmari geuri mana
dap dap han Baby boy
saranghanda go baekhal geonala
Im not a baby girl
ni saenggak boda nun ji ganan ppal la
u rin mae il hang sang je ja rireul dor a
dodaeche neon wae nal geu reo ke do molla

Baby boy
geu jasin gam e ban haet deon nargi eokhae
My baby boy
ni tempo saenggak boda neomu jiruhae
Im your baby girl
he eo jilttaen eo jjae geuri son man heun deu neun ji
kkoc dabal do joh go ban ji do joh jiman
I guess you just never know

seodu reujima
tta bun han yae gi hajima
eo jjeom geu reoh gedo jarchamni
hok si nam ja matni
mi so jit ji ma
neo mu tta bun ha janh a
nun eul gam go ji geum dagawa
And just get it get it

I just wanna kiss
I never wanna miss
deojja rithage one more time
naesum eul gajyeoga
I'm dying for your kiss
I never wanna miss
deomang seorijima
nae ipsureul ga jyeoga

Hurry up you let it touch
jeoldae manh eun geol ba ra jineun anha
Hurry up you let it touch
Baby o neul man keum man je bal

(uh uh uh uh CL)
nalnoh chijima
[CL]
come on and let my body bounce
naecham eul seong eursi heom hajima
nan o neul do bout to luz control
nae sim jang eunamchi dynamite
(tik tik tok tok) she gonna go fast
(please please dont stop) ibameun more last
babo gati utneun ne mo seub i
nan chamgi ga him deur eo killing me
if you want me to lets go
chum chu neun naema eumeun disco
neon ma chi nae ju wi reur maem dol da
mal eops i hul jjeog ga beo ri neun UFO

[DARA]
seo du reu ji ma
tta bun han yae gi hajima
eojjeom geu reoh ke do jar chamni
hok si nam ja matni
mi so jit ji ma
neo mu tta bun ha janh a
nun eul gam go jigeum dagawa
just get it get it

I just wanna kiss
I never wanna miss
deojja rithage one more time
naesum eul gajyeoga
Im dying for your kiss
I never wanna miss
deomang seorijima
nae ipsureul ga jyeoga

Hurry up
you let it touch
jeoldae manh eun geor ra jineun anha
Hurry up
you let it touch
Baby o neul man keum man je bal

lets break this down

sarangeun Dangerous
ni nun bit eun neomu poisonous
jigeum heun deulli neun 2 of us
ha ji man we just feel so good
sarangeun dangerous
ni ip sur eun neomu poisonous
jigeum heun deulli neun 2 of us
We dangerous
in danger danger danger danger

sarangeun Dangerous
ni nun bit eun neomu poisonous
jigeum heun deulli neun 2 of us
ha ji man we just feel so good
sarangeun dangerous
ni ip sur eun neomu poisonous
jigeum heun deulli neun 2 of us
We dangerous
in danger danger danger danger

海派甜心the 3rd episode is out
and I finished watching it alr~
wish it shows everyday then I don't
have to wait one whole week for it.
it is so good so much better then
桃花小妹. I think I watched like half
of the 4th episode and I couldn't watch
it anymore cannot stand the storyline
how the 4 older brothers are like omg
and the 5th brother's voice -falls over-
nothing beats 海派甜心 seriously.
can't wait for next week's episode ♥.

click here for 海派甜心 ep3 1/7

went to watch 2O12 @ GV Tampines
with Kai hoe and Brandon.
was late cause I had a 12 that passed me
and it was super full so I had to wait for the next one
which was longer then I chionged for the MRT
got to Tampines ard 6.15pm; we had dinner at the food
court and then headed for our movie.

it's a nice movie, emotional; CG's good too.
it was a long movie about 2hrs +
legs were so painful when I stood up; I think all our
legs felt like they were gonna cave in under us.
hmm. ever thought of the end of the world?
lol! I wonder if ppl were to wait for 2O12 in 3 yrs.
to see if the movie is real, Lol! wouldn't it be funny.
it would be like hello! it's a fictional movie.
but who knows right~ lol!

wasn't gonna paste them here but I got bored.
jus gonna paste a few from 1311O9 Friday.
the rest will be on facebook~

changed my blogskin again; actually had 3 to choose
from but I couldn't really decide. but while I was
coding them I picked this one out of the rest
but this layout can't hear music ): cause whenever
you click on a link it will load to go to a different page
that is one bad thing about this layout, but meh
I like it that's all it matters.

Wedding Dress // Tae Yang

니가 그와 다투고
niga geuwa datugo
때론 그 땜에 울고
ttaeron geu ttaeme ulgo
힘들어 할 때면 난 희망을 느끼고
himdeureo hal ttaemyeon nan huimangeul neukkigo
아무도 모르게 맘 아-아-아프고
amudo moreuge mam a-a-apeugo
니작은 미소면 또 담담해지고
nijageun misomyeon tto damdamhaejigo

니가 혹시나 내 마음을 알게 될까봐
niga hoksina nae maeumeul alge doelkkabwa
알아버리면 우리 멀어지게 될까봐
arabeorimyeon uri meoreojige doelkkabwa
난 숨을 죽여
nan sumeul jug yeo
또 입술을 깨물어
tto ipsureul kkaemureo
제발 그를 떠나 내게 오길
jebal geureul tteona naege ogil

Baby 제발 그의 손을 잡지마
Baby jebal geuui soneul japjima
Cuz you should be my Lady
오랜 시간 기다려온 날 돌아봐줘
oraen sigan gidaryeo on nal dorabwajwo

노래가 울리면 이제 너는
noraega ullimyeon ije neoneun
그와 평생을 함께하죠
geuwa pyeongsaengeul hamkkehajyo
오늘이 오지 않기를
oneuri oji ankireul
그렇게 나 매일 밤 기도했는데
geureoke na maeil bam gidohaenneunde

네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu

내 맘을 몰라줬던
nae mameul mollajwotdeon
네가 너무 미워서
nega neomu miwoseo
가끔은 네가 불행하길 난 바랬어
gakkeumeun nega bulhaenghagil nan baraesseo
이미 내 눈물은 다 마 마 마르고
imi nae nunmureun da ma ma mareugo
버릇처럼 혼자 너에게 말하고
beoreutcheoreom honja neoege malhago

매일 밤 그렇게 불안했던걸 보면 난
maeil bam geureoke buranhaetdeongeol bomyeon nan
이렇게 될꺼란 건 알았는지도 몰라
ireoke doelkkeoran geon aranneunjido molla
난 눈을 감아
nan nuneul gama
끝이 없는 꿈을 꿔
kkeuchi eomneun kkumeul kkwo
제발 그를 떠나 내게 오길
jebal geureul tteona naege ogil

Baby 제발 그의 손을 잡지마
Baby jebal geuui soneul japjima
Cuz you should be my Lady
오랜 시간 기다려온 날 돌아봐줘
oraen sigan gidaryeo on nal dorabwajwo

노래가 울리면 이제 너는
noraega ullimyeon ije neoneun
그와 평생을 함께하죠
geuwa pyeongsaengeul hamkkehajyo
오늘이 오지 않기를
oneuri oji ankireul
그렇게 나 매일 밤 기도했는데
geureoke na maeil bam gidohaenneunde

네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu

부디 그와 행복해
budi geuwa haengbokhae
너를 잊을 수 있게
neoreul ijeul su itge
내 초라했던 모습들은 다 잊어줘
nae chorahaetdeon moseupdeureun da ijeojwo
비록 한동안은
birok handonganeun  no oh
나 죽을 만큼 힘이 들겠지만
na jugeul mankeum himi deulgetjiman no oh

너무 오랜 시간을 착각 속에
neomu oraen siganeul chakgak soge
홀로 바보처럼 살았죠
hollo babocheoreom saratjyo
아직도 내 그녀는 날 보고
ajikdo nae geunyeoneun nal bogo
새 하얗게 웃고 있는데
sae hayake utgo inneunde

네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu

omg i'm addicted to Meiji Melty Kiss
Creamy milk chocolate.
I cannot stop eating it; jus finished the 2nd box
Sam bought for me (:
I wanna buy some more lol! why they have
to make the chocolate so yummy!
man I think i'm gonna have an outbreak of
pimples soon since i'm eating so much
can't stop it's jus too good.

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had my pre bday celebration on 1311O9 with
my besties again weeeeeeeee~ but w/o Jessie ):
this time went to Marina Square.
went to have dinner at Changing Appetites
then went to bowl upstairs.
I got a piggy & a little miss stubborn t-shirt
LOL! thanks to Kai Hoe. who I am gonna pay
back during xmas so watch out. hehe.
all the photos are on facebook. cannot be bothered
to put here cus there's 65 pictures.
took out all the ugly, unglam ones if not there
would be more.

mum sent me an sms said im getting 200$ for my bday
will be in on the 19th. then she said she also bought me
my xmas present too from Cairns. then it got me thinking
wouldn't it be nice to go back for xmas. lol! but that's jus
a thought though. but they're coming for chinese new yr
yay! cannot wait~ I finally get to see my sister.
haven't seen her since July. so long right~ sigh.
I miss my mummy's cooking. miss home cook meals.

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Your Guardian Angel - The Red Jumpsuit Aparatus
mus listen is a very nice song. i'm like hooked on it now

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Your Guardian Angel // The Red Jumpsuit Aparatus

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away,
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

曾经完整幸福的梦在脑海里头
我多希望你还在我左右

"Ending a relationship is just like having the worst nightmare
after having the best dream."

"Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say I love you."

"Some people say the worst way to miss someone is when they are right
next to you and you know you can't have them."

"A heart breaking isn't always as loud as a bomb exploding..
Sometimes it can be as quiet as a feather falling..
And the most painful thing is, no one really hears it,
except you.."

"Who do you run to when the only person who can make you stop crying,
is exactly the one who is making you cry?"

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This is exactly what I've been thinking and I feel it is true.
Really thought I woke up from my happy/ best dream ever
and ended up with a freaking nightmare. If that's not enough,
only I can seriously hear it breaking and I don't think I can
piece it back together even though letting go seems like the
reasonable thing to do. Since I love him, it seems like the
right thing to do by saying Goodbye, even though it's painful.
Sigh! Sometimes I think what if I had kept my feelings to
myself and not tell anyone, it wouldn't feel so gan ga now.
Everything would seem normal, Everything will go on as it should.
But now~ I try so hard to not think about it.
I can't deny it, I miss him everyday.
I hate to make my besties worry about me.
I can now talk to him properly but I can't seem to look at him.
Lol! I feel if I look i'm gonna end up staring = = Bad Clara.
Ahhhhh~ Feeling pls pls go away.