"Loving someone is loving that someone despite
that person's flaws and weakness
The way to know true and selfless love is rather
than trying to change the one you love to fit your way,
change instead your way to fit the one you love."
- Quoting a bestie

finally get fb again after downloading Safari,
which was my colleague's idea.
brilliant! I tell uu, was suppose to download
Opera the other day but I forgot.
omg now it's scaring me cus the symbols
popped back up again wth!
is like on and off ..~ scary thought!
tmr got to wake up early @ 8am
getting picked up at 845am to go to work.
9am brain storming in the office.

had work today! then was a pretty
ordinary day~ my 2 bosses are back
from their honeymoon.
then we went to a photo shoot after work
it's all the way to Bishan. work place is at
Tanjong Pagar. my boss drove us there,
we left office at ard 6.35pm
then the photo shoot finished ard 9+pm
then we went to eat at Newton.
we ordered zhi cha, omg! they made me
eat some vege and stingray! seriously it's not
in my food list to eat at all. I tried. not bad,
but if you ask me to eat it again; NO WAY!
then one by one we got sent home.
I was the last one cus I live closer to them.

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Cookie's birthday today!
she's now 7 yrs old (:

KH woked me up at 12pm like we planned
last night! to get tickets for the movie
cus I couldn't book last night cus the
standard chartered website was having maintenance.
then when he left the house I went to get rdy
also quickly went to book seats for the movie
Haeundae @ 4pm at PS.
surprised him at PS where I was walking to
the internet/phone booking queue and not the
normal queue lol! we went to Crystal to eat
dim sum and porridge cus Mos Burger had no seats.
after the movie we headed down to Suntec to search
for something then for dinner we went to Siglap
to eat Mac Donalds lol then we walked to Ice cream Chef
I scared him by eating Durian Ice cream with short bread
then we walked thru the canal to the other side.
then I went home~

I miss my dear dear, didn't get to see him today
I don't get to see him tmr now -hopes are dashed-
then another week to go = = I wanna cry le
i'm so sad now! I hope I can get thru the week.

today I got in late cus the bus was like omg!
waited for it for so long! had like 6 196s and
2 14s pass me then only 1 miserable 12 came.
then took the train to Kallang mrt, didn't
know KH was on the same train as me
until he said he just got off at Bugis. I'm like
er i'm at Bugis too. lol! aniwaes started walking
fast to work cus it's like a 5-1O min walk from
the Tanjong Pagar mrt.

work was a killer today, was rushing the menu
to get everything done and the FA for printing
the mock up of it, from the time I got to office
till near 7pm I was editing, making adjustments
printing, cutting, thank god my colleague helped
me to cut the pages and helped me with the front
and back cover. but it was still omg!
I felt like killing myself during the day. I was
literally glued to my mac screen. I went down to
takeaway lunch at 4pm!! but I only ate it at 6pm.
cus I had no time to stop to eat if not I wouldn't
be able to finish it. as it is I was rushing as fast
as I could, at that time I had a numb right hand
and feet. couldn't feel them anymore plus the cold
didn't help at all. currently my neck/shoulder
and lower back hurts like hell too. i'm still super
stress sigh! ytd 1O.3Opm then leave office.
next week how man. confirm OT OT OT!

I wanna see dear dear, i'm at my limit alr ):
1 more week to go sighing~ jiayou for his exams.
i'm almost done with my Eclipse book,
maybe next week can go buy the last book 'Breaking Dawn'.

sigh! only 2 days of rest then torture starts all over again.
I have to do laying on monday and it's not gonna be pretty.
somemore it has to be double sided.. eek!
i'm not gonna like my week at all. no sir reee~

thank god today don't have to OT till so late
if not i'll die somemore, breaking alr ahhhhhhhhhhhh~
Clarii has gone crazy and insane, everybody run~~

{ Tae Yang; Where you at }

nice song from his new single

title: Where You At
artist: Tae Yang
language: Korean

i'm exhausted left the office at 1O.3Opm
reached home @ 11.15pm zzzz
was rushing the menu since morning.
I actually finished it, but had a few changes
did them sent to the client, and then got
told i'm missing 4 drink pages wtf!
my colleague didn't read his email and
didn't bother to tell me and I had to OT
till so late = = gawd! so tired wor.
I haven't eaten dinner yet, I have to go
and cook instant noodles soon. I hope I don't
have to OT tmr I don't think I can stand it
OMG! now I know designers have no life!
help me~ -falls over-

I just remembered bout what happened at work ytd
lol! it's so funny, laughed out loud in the office.
in my office building, the ladies toilet is always lock
and you need a key to get inside.
the other day we borrowed a key from next door.
cause our 2 keys had gone missing.
and then ytd one of my collegues, she went to the toilet
and then went to talk on the phone at the window
near the lift. Haha! she was holding the key I presume
cause apparently she was talking till she dropped the key
outside the window LOL! = = then we had to borrow someone
else's key and she ran out to get the key cut x5
we returned the key to both places. hid 2 keys somewhere
and 2 keys on the fridge. work today was busy busy.
was hands on my menu since I got into work till I knocked
off ard 7pm. still got so much to do but so little time.
tmr hopefully all my pages are layout properly.
(: hope I finish earlier then 7pm then can go have dinner
and what not~

I just came back from work,
my bro thought I had dinner with friends.
but I told him no, just got off work.
kinda tired didn't expect to finish at 9pm
my 2 boss, who are happily married now
stopped by the office to do some stuff
before they busily hurried to the airport
to go to Bangkok for their honeymoon.
i'm also happy cause my hardwork for the
menu which I have been working on last week.
got chosen by the client for the restaurant.
never thought that they'll like my design.
so tomorrow I have to layout all the food
then the drinks. this week is gonna be busy.
I think i'm not going to be coming back early
this week. Sigh! I was really hungry at lunch today
maybe is cause I didn't have breakfast.
today sucks cause Maxwell Food Center was closed;
for cleaning and I had to get food near Chinatown.
it was dam scary cause I thought it was gonna rain
down on me and I didn't carry an umbrella with me.

currently reading last week's 8 days; in the movie section.
April Bride looks nice is a Japanese romantic/sad movie.
also I still wanna see The Ugly Truth. now checking out
the food section, there's a milkshake place, near my work
place @ Maxwell Chambers. must try to find the place
and try it out looks like a nice place to hang out.
the place is call Once Upon a Milkshake is at
{ #O1-4O Maxwell Chambers, 32 Maxwell Road
open weekdays 11am -11pm }
themed: mod fairytale theme cafe
webby: http://www.onceuponamilkshake.com.sg/
if I don't OT so late I might try to find it after work.

literally jus came back from Serene's chalet
her 21 st birthday~
last night couldn't sleep properly
cus they all started waking up ard 5 then 6
it was so noisy, somemore i'm a light sleeper
then woke up ard 9+am
then we left around 10+am after we pack
everything, Sam dropped me off at
Pasir Ris MRT then made my way home.
hungry now thank god I went to buy buns
before waiting for the bus 12.
totally hooked on fireflies by Owl City.
Louise was talking to me ytd before I left the house
she said that she also likes Owl City woot.

{ Fireflies - Owl City // Lyrics }



You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Lit up the world as I fell asleep
'Cause they fill the open air,
And leave teardrops everywhere
You'd think me rude, but I would just stand and... stare

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems

'Cause I get a thousand hugs
From ten thousand lightning bugs
As they try to teach me how to dance
A foxtrot above my head,
A sock hop beneath my bed,
A disco ball is just hanging by a thread (thread, thread)

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems (when I fall asleep)

Leave my door open just a crack
(Please take me away from here)
'Cause I feel like such an insomniac
(Please take me away from here)
Why do I tire of counting sheep?
(Please take me away from here)
When I'm far too tired to fall asleep

To ten million fireflies
I'm weird 'cause I hate good-byes
I got misty eyes as they said farewell (they said farewell)
But I'll know where several are
If my dreams get real bizarre
'Cause I saved a few and I keep them in a jar(jar, jar, jar)

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems (when I fall asleep)

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems (when I fall asleep)

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Because my dreams are bursting at the seams

{ O910O9; Friday}

came back home @ 1215am this morning
cus after work ard 630pm rushed to Pasir Ris
rushed 2 menu mockup designs in 3 days
and in the end only picked one. sigh!
then saved it as pdf but last minute say gotta print
waste my travel time only rawr!
should have said it after I finished at 4pm
but my senior didn't like the cup I used
so I had to redo, re-did the cup more than 3 times
so many different cups I used.
rawr! and my mac can't print double sided so unfair.
irritating la! I want a blackie and not a whitey

{ 1O1OO9; Saturday }

my 2 bosses solemnization this evening,
but i'm not going for it.
tonight staying over at the chalet
my bag looks so big, family friend gave it to me
so thought might as well use it. but it doesn't have
a zip to zip the top part sigh only a button
don't know if I can call it a tote.
lol! in a while I have to clean my rubbish from my room
before I go out since it's not raining anymore!
downloaded another Fireflies by Owl City just then
cus Kh's version is really soft even though I
turned the volume up~
just went down to throw the rubbish that wouldn't
fit in the shoot! sigh. have to go all the way down
and behind lol! I think i'm all set now.

another tiring day at work
rushed the second menu as well
since it's due tmr sigh! was rushing to
meet KH just now for dinner
I accidentally saved menu2 on menu1
ahhhhh! but thank god! it's not much work
to put menu1 back to how it was b4
then KH surprised me with Dear.
Dear's so tired he hasn't been sleeping
almost 5 days le~ I wish he just rest,
close his eyes for a bit. if not I will xin tong
and stress @ work tmr.
meeting them after work tmr, yay! can finally
leave at 6pm the original knock off time.
since my senior leaving at 4pm to help
with my 2 boss's wedding that's on sat
but i'm not going > < told her alr.
just had a very long and nice hot shower,
it kinda helps relax my body~ been staring at
the mac screen the whole day! except for when
I went down to buy lunch lol.
irritating went down only to find it drizzling then
I went up to take my umbrella and came back down
only to find it not drizzling omg omg!
I hate the weather, confirm tmr will be that.
if it isn't then it's a miracle!!

omg I use a windows laptop @ home
and a mac @ work~
I nearly mac command my laptop
argh! it's like i'm confusing myself everyday
i'm used to using windows;
but I fell in love with macs hehe!
in uni I use to hate them.. but now hohoho!

ahhhhhhh work is so tiring;
I don't get off at the usual time 6pm
always maybe 1/2 n hr to 2 hrs later.
got so much work to do.
my brain is dead & empty!
from brainstorming the whole day for a menu
I have a layout but I have a so so concept.
sigh! just kill me now! anyone!

work was tiring and was very busy as well.
I designed 2 mock up designs it took me
the whole day! = =
and did other stuff as well.
busy busy busy!
i'm already dreading tomorrow!!!

{ Linkin Park - Leave Out All The Rest // Lyrics }

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I made

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are

the feeling I feel now is sadness.
someone told me to consider something
i'm not even gonna say it~ cus it will upset me more
it's something tat I will never ever do;
unless he doesn't love me anymore.
I should overcome this faster then
I don't have to feel like this every time.

{ O2O9O9; Friday}

overslept. woked up to the sound of my phone ringing
eek! Lorene { my boss } called xD
ahah~ everything all good took a shower
and rushed down by taxi.
this is the first time I never hear my alarm,
must have been exhausted! I couldn't put
my New Moon book down early in the morning.
that is one reason why I was late from waking up.
been busy the whole day didn't even bother to eat lunch
at the usual time, felt the gastric building up
only about 5+pm when my other boss bought us lunch
but that was around 3+pm I think.
just concentrated so hard~ wanted to get it done as usual.
then left the office around 8pm
cus I didn't want work to pile so much on monday
when I go into the office. cus I don't work weekends
woo~ I had dinner at like 12+am haha!
my meals are like wonked.. so not good!
when I got home started on the book again
and then couldn't put it down. I have like a 190 + pages left
most likely before I sleep i'll finish it.
dam and I thought it would last me the whole month.
Stephenie Meyer's Twilight, New Moon stories are so good.
argh! I should have bought the whole set = =
ahhhh! missing dear also~

woked up this morning to get a headache.
then rushed to work; zzzzz~
during work my shoulder/ neck was aching
from staring @ the screen the whole day
then kena stress, so not use to using Freehand
yet. managed to memorize some of the Mac shortcut keys.
had so much work to do, one after the other.
quoting Dear & KH "work is never ending/ will never finish".
went crazy on KH during dinner lol
was funny~ met up with him @ Bugis again
so sian of that place, but I wanted to go to the library
to see if I can get my hands on a Freehand book or something
but NO there isn't one, well there was but it was in chinese.
no way! am I gonna find the chinese one.
yay! tmr is friday. but have to get through work first. ):

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